At most I'm sleeping all these demons away

You know when you break up with someone? And you know it's the best thing to have done for both of you in the long run. And it gets to where you actually really do know and feel that, and its absolutely the best thing to have done, and you don't miss them in the slightest. But then you hear via the grapevine that is Facebook, that said Ex has bought a house and has just got engaged. And even though you do not want any of that with him, you still feel sad because you do want all of that, and you don't have it. And that makes you just a teensy bit jealous because you get life-envy. But then you laugh at the poor woman for being stuck with said-ex. And you laugh some more because he has gotten yucky, and you know that even though you have put on weight, you are still prettier than his new girlfriend, and that makes you smile just a little.