Wednesday, January 11, 2017

I saw a shooting star and thought of you

Well, well, well. What do we have here?

An old blog post came up on my Facebook's 'On This Day' bullshit, and I clicked it and came here, and re-read a lot of my old posts. Turns out I didn't blog at all last year. Not once. Never. Nada. None.

Turns out there wasn't much to share anyway. I moved back into town, instead of at Dad's. More costly but nice to be closer to work and friends, and to have my own space. My job was made into another 12 month fixed term position, so I am still here. But with way more stress and who knows how much more longevity.

Reading back old posts made me cry. Mostly because I always try to be so determined about losing weight. It's exhausting.

I am currently more determined. Most determined even. I have been exercising regularly for over a year. Regularly being 3 times a week or more. I was doing small group sessions 3 times a week with a PT, and about 3-4 other women, which was hard but fun. And now the PT has left us so that has disbanded. But I have joined a gym, and doing some PT sessions there once a week, with a friend. And then going another 3 times or so to do weights or cardio. Just re-started taking Spin/RPM classes, which are horrible but fun in their own way.

However the weight is not really shifting. That's because food still is, and continues to be, the beast to battle. I have signed up with a nutritionist who I check in with once a week. That fell to the wayside over the Christmas/New Year period, but back to it this week.

Not sure about anything else at the moment. No idea what I want to do with my life job/career wise. Single, and only kind of keen to mingle - I have recently realised just what an independent fucker I am, and I do not like sharing my space if I don't have to (I mean, I had an inkling...). So whoever they are might just have to be amazing in order to have any change on that.

And that's all I have to say about that.